7thJanuary07, Sunday - 2 parts :)

im so PISSED OFF! my com jus cant work until my kor reached home ytd after his camp! hmms.. anw, ii wrote diary as i cant do blogging ): ii folo my diary and type yea? (: on the 5th im SAD and HAPPY.. in d morning happy cos previous day i've gotta cut my hair.. cos of the passport size photo! i felt dat my hair's so not nice lor.. ii mean suit my face.. lols.. mandy, vivian, dar and elina said nice.. but not fiona..lols..anw ppl said nice im happy lerrs (: during class dar asked me t go his hse for his ps2 game after sku.. so after sku ii gotta collect my shoe cos fiona said she heard from others mus collect by dat day.. its a v. long queue but i have no choice.. dar andd his frens went t canteen cos his frens wana eat.. after dat dar came t find me telling me dat he's going home den ii was lyk thiinking.. he asked me t go his hse for his game andd he left me alone wiff fiona here.. to me, his frens and ps2 meant so much more important t me.. nvms..walked home alone after dat..he said he's dissapointed in me cos ii said he pangseh me.. dots.. m ii too petty!? m i wrong!? am i expecting too much from youu?just some lil sweet stuffs from ya everyday is it too muchh..?tears kept rolling down my face.. ii cant stop it.. yea ii noe.. it isnt a big deal..dats wad ii do every time..its just so terrible.. gotta act nth happened in front of my mum.. when my heart hurts lyk.....h*ll..ii dun wana doubt him.. but.. ii jus cant help.. can he proove something t me?? hmms im envious of other couples when dey pass by me.. no huggies from him.. EVERYTHING'S gone.. andd ii hope it will come bak to b again.. mwarkks! im so sorry if ii do anything wrong...... ):

heyy peeps!im bak again! (: jus came bak from bbaby's hse.. went t his hse at 3.30pm.. cos ii heard wrongly.. shud b 4.30pm... so ii wondered aroundd here andd dere, went dar's hse dere de shop andd save for candies! (: hmms.. after dat went t dar's hse dere andd sit down cos im dam TIRED! my eyes are gonna close! but ii kept myself awake by playing my hp games.. (: after dat dar came down wiff junliangg cos he went up t look for him andd he says he's tired climbing up t the 5th storey! lols.. yea.. i felt tired too! (: okayys.. after dat went t buy dar's drink.. andd went t his hse lerrs! (: reachh dere his daddy was reading newspaperr! junliang andd myself greeted himm.. (: baby's siblings saw me andd said hii to me.. after dat all of us went t the living room for PS2! his dad andd mum were at the kitchenn. after dat sat on the floor, watched the 2 guys played while ii sat there t ROT! lols kidding.. well, dar's siblings played wiff me andd chatted too! while ii was "rotting", his mumm suddenly saidd miaoling.. den ii turned around lols.. shockedd.. she asked me if ii wan small oranges.. andd ii said no thkss.. (ii dunn wana dirty the place .. hehes) yea.. ^^ happy happy! okayys anw.. after dat... ii started t rot again.. played wiff dem.. had an ENJOYABLE time! hahahs.. really.. at around 6.50 dey asked me t dar's room cos dey playing outside.. andd.. his didi asked me if ii wana play carrom.. den ii said anythingg.. andd he tried getting the carrom board andd ii helped.. ii forgot all abt my WRIST andd it HURTS! lols.. no choiice.. (: hms.. SPRAINED it ytd after my tuition.. im so careless luhh.. ): played a while andd ii didn't managed t shoot even 1.. his didi helped anw.. (: hmms.. after dat ii kept le cos going home.. ): yea im so scared of his daddy.. felt dat he's real fierce.. ): hmms.. nvmm.. after dat told baby's mum and dad im going off (: andd dar sent both of us t the bus stopp.. (: ahhs..im jus SO tired.. right now.. gonna slp v. v. early! (: my hand cant take heavy stuffs! ): sobbs.. baby haven't reply me.. sooobbss..! baby ii love you! (: tkecares!