ii feel so hurt, behaving lyk a crazy woman from hougang chalet.
nothing makes me feel better.
HE's withh my friend all day, leaving me at the BACK hurting.
hiding my tears from my family feels miserable.
i FEEL SO HURT, SO HURT.
sld ii continue calling him baby?or sld ii not?nvm, ii shall continue calling him dat.. althoughh its chu 3 today, its not my day.. friends came t my hse including baby.. felt so happy cos my aunt praised him.. saying dat he's tall.. handsome too? mummy commented dat his shirt's nice. the one ii bot(: but wadd really hurt me is... when we're outside.. nvmm ii shall post it up here.. i have no idea if dey will read my blog.. its oso good not t noe.. went central, movie tickets sold andd went up t arcade.. andd got myself a toy piggy.. after dat my niightmare came.. my shoe is really hurting me.. and therefore, eillen bot me a pair of SLIPPER. so lyk shocked! andd went t eat.. after dat idk wth fiiona andd baby was doingg.. dey were all the way tgt.. while im at the back w eileen.. changing shoe, both of dem went t the other side.. dunn u tiink dey are behaving more lyk couples? all the way, my miind was full of questions.. makingg me feel so hurt.. ii really wanted a break-up but no courage t mention.. take one neoprint's so miserable.. ii wasn't smiiling at all.. jus wasting my money away..after neoprint, baby bot me an audition cardd.. althoughh ii long for it, but when baby gave it too me, ii feel lyk shouting at him.. he saidd t make up for everythingg.. ii saidd t him, not everythingg can make up andd triedd returning t him andd asked him t figure out what is the reason dat im so fed up.. he ran away, hiding from me andd ii chased after him.. there's blister on my foot.. it really hurts andd ii called him.. when ii turned t fiiona's side, he was w her, smiling and looking at me. GIRLS, WOULD U FEEL HURT!? he's good, making me runn.. making my blister WORSE. so after dat ii ran all the way t toilet andd bak t 1st floor when fiiona andd eileen spotted me.. andd holding my bag tight not letting me go.. wad can ii do? when ii cried andd shouted at dem lyk a mad woman? so ii let go of my bag, w nth, ii walked t the bus stop. my bus came andd ii wanted t get my bag back andd dey asked for the reason why ii behaved lyk dat. we shouted at each other andd ppl's looking at us.. alot alot.. andd ii have no choice but t walk.. eventually ii stil get bak my bagg.. eileen said if ii take the bag, we are no longer friends.. so she let go of the bag.. of cos ii must catch it right? andd also im in a rush, ii walked awayy.. told myself not t cry.. ii dunn wan my family t noe abt it.. daddy put plaster for me! LOVE DADDY!(: we've been tgt for almost 2 yrs.. u really understandd me? perhaps, im too strange for youu? im goingg t bathh now.. lazy t do my hmwks.. im so damn tired andd my eyes are swollened.. bye!