sitting al0ne watching the rain falls on th ground.
tears r0lled d0wn just like h0w heavy the rain is,
thiinking if it was th same thing as th past,
andd ii realised h0w different it is, NOW and th PAST.
it is really a big difference.
2 YEARS and not 2 weeks, 2 months or 2 days.
it isn't simple t have tht l0ng relationshipp
h0wever, n0 matter h0w l0ng it is, it will end within a sec0nd.
let's talk b0ut ytd,
dar(what ii called him ytd, as f0r t0day, IDK.) saiid he liike polar bears
& he says bears ARE CUTE! xP
f0r t0day, went t find him with my heavy bag andd was raining heavily.
at first say g0 there eat den in th end say gg h0me t eat.
at first say call him once i've reached, andd he asked me t find hiim when ii called him.
maybe ii find tht he isn't th guy tht ii wanted?
th0se wh0 cared al0t f0r their steadds? ii just dunn0e.
andd ii was waiting at th other block f0r th rain t get smaller when ii saiid im gg h0me.
andd why was ii so silly t keep calling him?
whenn every w0rd he said t me has a knife in it.
& pierce thr0ughh my heart.
decided t walk h0me since he didn't pick up after 3 calls and after calming d0wn,
whenn ii was reaching, he called me.
WORDS CARRY KNIVES WHICH CREATED ANOTHER HOLE IN MY HEART.
i was n0t able t g0 h0me w my reddredd n0se andd eyes..
& thanks t you, ii realised h0w deep ur l0ve&care is f0r me..