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im back!
ytd went t0 lo0k f0r dearr..
lesson sld endd at twelve but left at 10.50am..
lmaoss. denn went t0 lo0k f0rr hiim though ii was w0ndering if he'll let me g0 into his hse,
or if he's at h0me.. c0s he didn't replyy..
reached andd he just woke up, brushing his teeth in th kitchenn..
denns he didn't saw me cos ii saw him ii th kitchen ii went to his room and sit d0wnn..
if we ended up quarrelling, we wun be in th living ro0m mahhs.. lmaos.
denns he was surprise t0 see me there.. denn ii apol0gised but he like still buayy song..
-.- denns th day bef0re cant sleep... so wr0te himm a letterr.. apol0gy letter..
in case ii cant get t0 see hiim..
denn after s0rting 0ut, felt abit weirrd =X.
maybe because after quarrelling bahhss?
aish, denns now also lo0ked f0r hiim, helped hiim buy lunchh..
denn ii also lunch at his hse.. CB Market closing lerss..
hmms, after tmlo i'll be going to genting!
still thinking if ii sld bring my mickey thrr!
hahaas.. my internet is down again! %^$%#$@#!@
nvmms ii g0 0ff n0ww!
byebyee!
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my internet is fixed agaiin.. =.=
anyways.. ii realised that dear's r/s andd mine is actually getting w0rse..
as in n0t w0rse but after th quarrelling, we b0th feel that we're n0t that cl0se as last time?
iim seriously sadd ab0ut this..
ii really have n0 idea on how t0 fix this pr0blemm..
but ii really l0vee hiim al0t.. ii really wanna d0 s0methiing abt it but...
HOW!
im emotional agaiin..
ii... ... ...
ii really dun0 what t0 d0!
g0d, are we supp0se t0 break? 0r are we supp0se t0 carry 0n..
ii really wishh t0 carry 0n..
i've finally learnt t0 ap0logize.. and that's my first m0ve..
but why! i've learnt s0mething that i wanted t0 change badly
andd we seemed t0 drift apart..
im trying t0 change my badd p0ints andd after ii made my first m0ve, this happened.
my heart is really tearing and breaking int0 pieces..
what will happen in future?
i've just learnt t0 cherish him as well andd he might just leave me f0r g0od..
will miracle happen if ii try my best t0 fix this?
or he d0esn't wann th miracle t0 happen?
this is really heartbreaking.. cos its n0t 0nly me wh0 feel that we're n0t tht cl0see..
ii really h0pe that we will carry 0n 0ur r/s till th endd..
will we? or will we not?