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i've apologised, what else does he want?
Devastated.
t0day actually stayed at h0me..
but denns received fi0na's call s0 ii went t0 bubble t0 lo0k f0r her..
ii was glad that ii actually went c0s ii was laughing m0st 0f th time..
ii really h0pe, that ii was laughiing fr0m th b0ttom 0f my heart..
i've learnt t0 ap0logise when im in th wrong.
Does he want a break-up and want t0 be my friend insteadd?
ytdd after squabbling, ii didn't shed any tear.. ii was thinking if ii grew str0nger..
but th answer is a NO. cause ii shed some tears t0day..
really need a hug fr0m just anyone.. im just weak okay!
but im g0ing t0 learn h0w t0 be str0ng!
nevermind if he don't want t0 pick up my call.
nevermind if he don't want to reply any smses.
perhaps, it'll be better f0r him this way?
he'll have more freedom..
maybe i'll just.....

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its 11.51pm now..
ii came back here cause ii cant slp..
ii realised that crying it out really can make someone feel better..
but f0r me, it lasts only f0r ab0ut 2 minutes andd i started crying agaiin..
ii was thinking, why humans have feelingss..
why cant human only experience only th happiness but n0t also th sadd feelings..
ii really want t0 call hiim.. but at th same time, i know he'll reject..
wtf is going on..
maybe my dream a few weeks ag0 might c0me true?
in my dream ii br0ke off w hiim cause he saiid he g0t an0ther girlfriendd..
hahas.. isn't it lame? but it might come true.
fcuk lahss.. my k0r know abt it lerss.. haiss..
CRIED IN FRONT OF HIM FOR TH 2ND TIME.. SO PAISEHHS.
2ND TIME PASSED ME TISSSUEE! lmaos.
anyway, everytime ii will talk t0 him abt it.. so nvm bahs..
at least s0me0ne in my family n0ee..
kor asked me to patch w him and all..
haiiss. Thanks anyway (:
ii realised my mistake fast this time!
but since he isn't g0nna give me any chance, ii can d0 nth bout it..
call him tml0 bahhss.
thiink i'll try to sleep..
ii h0pe this pr0blem will not fl0od my mind laterr..
maybe, th word 'hate' that ii used on him, was too harshh..
but in a fit 0f anger, ii sp0uted all harsh w0rds 0ut..
im really s0rry, ii h0pe it isn't to0 late.
nights all.