nothing to bl0g ab0ut..
haviing c0ld war luhh.. tht's all..
just nice, watched a drama andd th girl br0ke up w b0yfriend =D
hmm.. everytime ii quarrel w him, there'll always be a sh0w tht's s0 em0 -.-
oh ya, den th girl didn't cry! how brave!
but she saidd she's still heartbr0ken c0s
every0ne wh0 l0st a l0ved 0ne will feel that way..
well, that's true! hehee.
if only, im like th girl in th show!~ =)
PROMISES problems again, between him & me..
ytd after lesson dilly-dallied till it was abt time t look f0r him at his w0rkplace.
th temperature for that afternoon was 33 degrees celcius!
waited f0r him at th bus-stop.. he said he wanna go wl's hse..
so we went.. after that he said he wanna play ball..
walked t his hse andd he changed, had our lunch..
ii was wearing skirt and WHO NOES he last minute wanna play BALL w friends?
andd he promised t peii me this and that bef0rehand..
nvms, go play a while denn they saiid wanna go back t wl's place for ball.
ii was like tired and lazy, so asked them t play at th c0urt beside his blk..
denn, he passed me th ball andd ii didn't managed t catch it and went down th drain..
asked him t pick up f0r me, c0s ii cant bend d0wn..
he said, 'ya, who ask you to wear skirt!'
im effing pissed. and scolded a f. you to him =S
im not a worm in his stomach who n0es what he's thinking every minute!
denn, he said loudly, asking me t go up alone and do my stuffs..
Lols.. if tht's th case, why bother to look for him? Just go home? lol.
denns, took my f0ne, went up t his hse, take my belongings, GO HOME.
lmaos.. guys are ALL th same..
they break their promises.. im really tiredd of it..
he loves t av0id me in b0th msges and msn..
forget it.. ii dun0 why my heart just gets s0ften s0 easily..
maybe ytd after ii left, he regained his freedom bahss..
finally had th chance t get rid of me!
hmm.. i'll leave everything t fate.. wo ren ming ler..
we always quarrel.. andd we'll be fine th next day..
everyone around us noes that..
today ii told myself t cherish our relationship..
but since he's av0idiing me, its really hard f0r me t0 d0 so..
s0metimes, even th0ugh it isn't my fault, ii still apol0gised..
simply l0ve him toooo deeply till im really blinded andd scareddd..
why did ii fall in l0ve w someone so deeply.. lmaoss..
is it a blessing? anyways, we'll see how it goes..
probably, even if we meet tmr, we'll just keep quiet bahss..
CHERISH? it is n0t a simple task.