Thursday, October 08, 2009

SIGHS!
ii wna rec0ver ASAP cus im putting on weight ={
thanks dear, f0r c0ming 0ver t visit me..
& thanks t my friends who asked me t take care !
loveloves!
mk0904 is finally organising a BBQ class gathering!
BUT ii cann0t be there!
ii rly w0nder if my chicken p0x came at th right time ={
totally sadded ):
but, ''always think of th bright side of life!"
maybe th g0ds are giving me a chance t rest (:
but ii miss my friends & dearrrr ! ={
why do ii always have something on whenever thr is a class gathering? ):
anw, dear surprised me at my d0or ytd!
& he b0ught l0ads of fruits =X.
web-cammed w him ! HAHAHA !
thns he headed home, thn t play bball .
i've been ROTTING at home!
but ii did pack my stuffs a few days back!
GUESS WHAT?
i found my P4 MUSIC BOOK HAHAHAHA!
omgggg ! =X
but after packing & sorting, its still messy ! ):
my lappie is my best friend these few days (:
anw, i've been thinking alot at h0me..
felt superrr b0red!
& started watching "
命中注定我愛你" todayy(:
andd th main lead is seri0usly sweet & handsome !
HAHAHAHA!
things he did for th girl seri0usly sweeet cansxsx!
sometimes ii think im suffering fr0m depressi0n ._.
cus ii get emotional & angry over small little silly matters.
what's wrong? ={
praypray! hope iim not suffering from depression. =P


these few days,
i've been thinking about th present and reminiscing th past.
ii t0t 0f 4E3'07, th girls, BBT, mk0904, my poly clique.
in any one of th above, i've gone through loneliness,
which ii felt inside me..
& this feeling seriously, SUCK.
if only ii could turn back time.


ii remembered how united 4E3 was during growth camp.
how every one of us co-operated and worked tgt.
esp. during flying fox and our ''we will win th war'' cheer.
th0se days were seri0usly th best!

thn ii t0t 0f Eileen, Fiona, Elina.
my sisters ! (:
HAHAHA!
ii t0t 0f how unreasonable i was!
when ii was argueing & debating w Elina!
well, im always unreasonable, even w dear!
HAHAHA!
Elina was th first girl whom ii talked t in th first day of sku in cbss!
& th one whom ii always argue with =X
ii rly have no idea what went wrong in our friendship.
cus, we have gone separate ways.
kind 0f l0st c0ntact w each otherr.. ={
Eileen, HAHAHAHA! man!
talking b0ut her, th tw0 things tt came t my mind,
SCIENCE & BAND.
anw, she's usually th peace maker among us? HAHA!
thanks girl,
you have been giving me unconditional help when ii retake my O's.
cared and pushed me t study (:
comf0rt me when im upset..
ii n0e, you're always there for me! thanks!
mann, as ii type my post ii feel like crying ={
you've been a great sister! thanks!
Fiona, HAHAHA!
forever cracking jokes bout my blog post!
ii rmbed when ii havent announce my r/s w dear t my family,
whenever mum asked me who im going out with,
th word FIONA will always come out of my mouth!
HAHAHA but th truth is, im going out w dear!
& when my r/s w dear was acknowledged,
ii didnt spend much time w y0uu..
sorrry, for using uu as my shield..
we have a number of arguements & misunderstandings..
sorry, if ii was rly unreasonable in d past..
thanks for all th care and concern (:
ii rly appreciate all that you all have done (:
girls, i n0e i've neglected uu all ever since we've gone separate ways..
we were busy w our studies and all..
& gradually, each one of us went MIA..
seri0usly, sometimes i wished t have real cl0se sisters,
who's gna listen t my sorrows and troubles.
sometimes ii d0nt dare t meet th girls,
cus ii tot they w0uld misunderstand.
im sorry for not being there when you girls need me..
but when ii need uu girls, uu girls will always be there for me..
sorrries! ={
Girls, ii hope that we can meet up,
& have a nice chat w each other okays?
but ii guess, we have t wait for th next h0liday!
sorrrrries! ={ !


Anw, im happy t be able t be in th BBT Family.
th0ugh im seri0usly th odd onee out..
you all have been trying ways and means not t let me feel odd..
including me in all possible happenings and events.
although i dont rly noe some of y0u well,
but ii seri0usly treasure this friendship among us!

MK0904! my p0ly class & clique! (:
although we are n0t v. b0nded yet,
im sure as time goes by,
we will be bonded and will be united as one!
ii rly hope t bond well w my current class & clique..
but ii cant communicate well.. haas!
im trying t improve my english! =D
heeheee! ^^

alrights, ii shall end my post here!
th f0llowing chunk 0f w0rds are f0r dearr!
d0nt readd if you're sick of it! HAHAAHA! =P
take cares every0nee!
loveloves!


to my dear,
iinoeyouwunbereadingthis.
imjustexpressingmythoughts.
sometimesiiwishedyouwereaworminmystomach.
knowwhatsonmymind,whatiwant,whatineed.
iihopeourrelationshipisanhonestone.
idofeelhurtsometimeswithoutyouknowing.
sometimes,iireallyhopeyou'llunderstandme.
sometimes,iireallyfeltlikeafool,forwaiting&waitingg&waiting.
sometimes,iiwonderedifimthatimportantoneinyourheart.
sometimes,iireallyhopeyou'llgivemeallyourattention
sometimes,iihopeyou'llhonouryourlittlepromisestome.
sometimes,iiwishyou'llunderstandme
butalltheseyears, youhavealways
Beenthereformewheneverineedyou.
Holdingmewhenimfalling.
Lendingmeyourshoulderwhenimupset.
Lendingmeyourlisteningear,
whenihavel0adsoftroublesrunningthroughmymind.
Givingintomeevenifiiwasatfault.
thanksamillion,azillion.
imsorry,forbeingsounreasonableeverytime.
imsorry,forbeingsodemanding.
imsorry,forexpectingsomuchfromyou.
imsorry,forthrowingmytemperateventhesmallestmatter.
imsorry,forscoldingyoueventhoughitisntentirelyyourfault.
imsorry,forbeingsoselfish
imsorry,forwantingyoutogivemeyoureveryminute,everysecond.
imsorry,fornotsparingathoughtforyou
imsorry,forbeingsuchabadgirlfriend.
imsorry,forbeingsonotunderstanding.
imSORRYforeverything!
anw,iihopewewillstaytogether.
&iihope,we'llwalktillthveryendofourlivestogether.
L0VEEY0U(:

cheriish-