i've no idea .
you told me you'll reach home quite late today
i hate myself for telling myself,
no matter how late is it, i'll still meet you t clear things out.
8.45pm, thought you were still outside,
who knows? you're at home.
all along, im th only one who wants to clear things out?
have you ever thought that,
have you ever thought that,
your "i've no intention of meeting today?" that you've told me,
utterly shattered my heart?
i've been waiting very very patiently.
even though ii wanted t call you so badly,
ii just told myself,
you told me that once you're done you will call me .
but by th time ii called you, you're at home.
thn you told me, your f0ne's batt died.
okay thn, but why didnt ii even receive a call from you after you reached home?
heart? shattered.
why do ii feel like a fool now?
I've predicted all these coming, yet .....
why am i giving myself so many excuses?
why did ii keep calling you, though i n0e you will never pick up?
why did ii keep calling you, though i n0e you will never pick up?
why did ii keep texting you, though i noe you will never reply?
why did ii keep talking t you on msn, though i noe you will sign out?
why did ii believe you would text me when you're done?
why did ii believe you would call me again after crying over th phone?
why did ii believe you would call me again after crying over th phone?
should i believe you would meet me tmr?
im not blaming you, but myself.
FOR WANTING SO MUCH TO SAY THAT 3 WORDS TO YOU AT THAT TIME,
IT WAS AT TH TIP OF MY MOUTH, I SWEAR.
BUT WORDS THAT CAME OUT WERE ALL REBUKING WHAT YOU'VE SAID.
if you dont believe me,
ii rly have no idea how to convince you.
who is gna be there?
For now,
my "confidant", GOOFY !
btw, IM GONNA UPDATE SOOOON !
ITS GONNA BE A LONGGGG POST! (: