Met dear and headed for dinner at hub.
I couldn't help but was constantly being reminded of the problems that came between us.
Every single day,
I told myself almost every minute,
"It's just a test, an obstacle, which we will overcome it together bravely hand-in-hand."
I may not sound as happy, as excited.
but deep down, I bet you have no idea how much I wanted to see you & how happy I was when I see you.
I released what is being cooped in my heart for days, by breaking down real hard.
I couldn't bear to let you go );
You asked me a question on MSN which made me ponder much.
We went through thick and thin for 5 years.
It may not be long, but its not short either.
I know in between, many ridiculous problems and conflicts arose.
It all narrows down to my childish acts and temper.
You know how stubborn I am.
I used to keep my stand.
I believe I'm right every time & I wouldn't apologise no matter how serious the matter was blown up to.
But now, when I realise I'm at fault, I apologise.
I am sincerely apologising from the bottom of my heart.
Besides this, we've been together for 5 years.
Not five seconds,five minutes, five hours, five months but F-I-V-E Y-E-A-R-S.
You saw the whole situation when I cried yesterday.
You should know how important you are to me.
If not, I will not even be crying and looking at my phone every single minute.
If your answer to the question you asked me was still a Yes,
then I really wonder if your question you asked me was because of the reason that you've changed.
);
Me loves Alwyn muchmuch!
I promise to update my happenings ASAP! (: