"Sometimes, you just have to smile; pretend everything's okay; hold back the tears; and just walk away."
This is what I've been trying to do, but sadly, I don't seem to be able to hold back my tears. I try so hard not to reveal how I feel, but then again, the harder I try to hide, the more obvious it will be. I'm learning... I'm learning how to keep things to myself.
I'm back to the old me where I used to hide myself in my room with the lights switched off whenever I'm upset, hugging my toys and crying my hearts out till I'm asleep. I thought I would be fine after a good sleep, but this isn't the case.
All the little things matters.Unhappiness and disappointments have been knocking on my door these days. I want to hold on to everything but when I reach out my hands in search of yours, I can't seem to be able to find them. Where have they gone to? :( I just hope that everything will be fine soon and that hand of yours has always been there for me.