21deCemberr06- part 2 - part 3~ -

hellos.. its 9.25pm now.. andd im feeling very upset.. im wondering if he really regretted falling in love wif me.......... jus hang up the phone cos some1 called.. ii did the things he asked me to do but ii dozed off halfway andd he say not counted andd im really v. sad.. he said the things he asked me to do mus be v. boring and asked me to play audition.......when ii noe he doesn't want me to..... i'm really very very very soriie.. what must ii do...... :( he say how can a person dunn hab ambition... but ii really dunn have.. im jus v. stupid... secondary 2 dunn even noe what course to tke if ii go to poly.. i really dun noe.. andd he asked me to marry a rich guy... haiis.. dumb me. ii guess... haiis.. is dis an obstacle...? or it will endd soon..? ii make him lose trust in me... whichh ishh v. important in r/s... yea.. jus too hopeless.. andd mayb useless too? hope he still cares for me... im not sure if he cares....... :( sld ii continue typing......? im so lost now.......... all ii nid is him.......but ii tiink..... its not possible for him to have a sweet chat wif me right now....... hope thinggs will be alright soon... andd his trust for me will regain bakk... nites ppl... haiis.....
part 3 ler.. hmms... yea.. much happier now!! but darr bluff me.. say he deletedd whole picture folder but he didn't noe ii was t***ing... hahaa :) but he knew after dat cos ii told him andd he told me he was lying! >.<>