21decemberr06-

hmms.. ahhs.. did something wrong yesterday.. andd dar's disappointed andd hurt :( sorrie dar.. hmms.. dunoo how to start.. anw, criied real hardd again.. :( hmms.. sms dear in e morning but until 12pm still didnt reply.. so called him.. asked him to reply but he said he was busy.. haiis.. can tell he is actually v. hurt andd sadd.. hmms.. so we put down the phone and soon after dat he replied~ but he said was v. hurt andd mayb he is toO childish.. haiis.. its my fault.. dun say urself.. :( did he really regrettedd falling in love wif me..? or jus bcos he saidd that in a fit of anger..? ii HOPE he said dat in a fit of anger.. when ii told him dat i'll call him, he off his phone. aws.. nvm.. ii kept on calling.. until finally he turnedd on his phone! thank goodness! but he nv say anything andd "cupp-ed" my phone.. ii called again.. and.. yea.. sorries were said to him.. andd ii sobbed real hard when he ssaid he have nth to say lerr.. hmms.. yay! im happy dat he actually say ii can do somethingg to appease him.. before dat he said leave him alone for days andd ii dun care.. so called him.. hehes! yay! ii can do somEthingg to appeasE him!! :) no matter wad, ii will do it! coss ii noee ii kept on breaking my promises.. ii hope ii will cherish dis chance le.. ii dunn wana lose this sotong.. ii wana swallow dis sotong into my stomach! [bleghs!] sotong.. sorrie andd tke cares! -luckily ii managed to keep this relationshiP~ IM SORRIE!