yes, im thiinking too much, im petty,
GET LOST IF U DUN LIKE!
dun give a dam to me.
ytd went chinese garden!(: w mummy! wore my heels andd ii was like screaming cos another blister appeared on my toe! TODAY, IM feeling so sad. baby doesnt noe how t teach me and he played weeliang's PSP. he doesnt give me his attention and all. okays im selfish! WHICH GIRL IS NOT SELFISH WHEN IT COMES TO LOVE!? but ii had it enoughh.. he dun even give a damn about me.. im not gonna care andd all. enough means enough. budd what he said last time made me laf. he asked me t go his hse mahh.. andd ii said no.. den he replied, "ni bu yao qu, wo bu yao bi ni lor.." hahah! ii thinkk DIRTY! he say im tirko. means pervert. lol.. arcade today, basketball, ii reached lvl 3!! 230 points! LOL. baby lvl 4!! i think was 400+ points (: EVERYTHING CHANGED. baby's smses. baby's attitude to every thing. ii HOPE to go back to the past.. but.. ii noe its impossible.. everything's more important than me.. nvm.. some of them, are saying that im thinking too much, im petty, and many other badd points.. nvm.. i'll give myself time t shut my ears.. when ii was on my way to the bus stop, ii walked on this grass patch alone, after throwing my temper. ii almost broke down.. no one is there for me to hold onto, feeling very very sad. thinking that im too dependant on baby. without him, my life would not be filled w rainbow. however, ii told myself, if one day baby really leaves me for another, ii must be used to the life ii had when ii was sec one.. with no one beside me, encouraging me, giving me hugs when im down andd all that he once gave to me.. ii really hope.. that we'll always be tgt forever.. just lyk both of our promises.. but who knows the future.. he might find a better one.. okayys.. ii gtg.. baby, i really hope t be wif you.. but it seemed so difficult because of my attitude & temper as well as urs.. well, ii still HOPE t b wif you till time ends.